Monday, December 27, 2004
Christmas celebrations are over...had a pretty fulfilling x'mas this year, not forgetting a x'mas with many presents and good food!! Now that x'mas is over, we can all look forward to the start of a brand new year...I really wish for a new beginning to everything, whatever it may be. I yearn for a new start, new chapter in life where I can breathe and strive in a new area in my own new ways.
But recently, I see n sense certain things going back to what it initially was again. It shouldn't be the case. Why are you behaving the ways you were ? I don't know what you want from me coz there seem to be quite abit of unsettled stuffs for your side. Till you settle them, we will always remain as we are. With all that had happened lately, I have come face with my own thinking and know that there is this barrier and distance between us. I am no doubt touched by your actions and the attention you have given me but we know its probably best that we remain as we are now. Things may or may not take a change for us..we shan't try too hard.
It's yet another week and I can see the stress I am facing. Its self-stress i know...can't help it. While my manager happily goes on his leave, he had assigned me with several jobs to be done. Hate it. I didn't recharged myself over the weekends, in fact I had overdrained myself and now I gotta start a new week. I feel tired. Pls...all the unnecessary stuffs..don't bother me!
