im getting old...haa...coz my legs get tired so easily after work these days...so not me...but im onli 19.5 yrs old..coming week is slightly more packed w things to do as compared to last week...so glad...but this also means more work shifts for me....dunno to be happy or sad also...happy coz it means more income but sad coz its extra strain for my feet n emotions! anyway.

happy today coz was FINALLY taught to make drinks... my close fren at work taught me.. he teaches real fast...so i gotta absorb fast... but he praised me..saying i picked up pretty fast..but must b faster in doing. "I will try harder! wun let u down." ..if he wasn't.......i might...............

my sis came back from cairns today...yet to hear her share with me her experience dere coz she was so tired..went to slp quite early..she bought me a CD-rack...so funny rite? now finding pl to put de rack.. hmmm guess her whole trip is more of adventure n exploring...very little shop around...yah of coz...

ohh may is coming to an end..so fast...can time just slow down a little? lemme rest longer.... i am still tired! tired abt many things...tired physically n mentally..mental strain is de worst. i dun find myself smiling n laughing as much...at least not laughing coz im really happy abt something..my laughters dun seem to come from within. laughter where r u?

if i were to go missing ... who will b de 1st to look for me , to realise?